tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39945826055900189822024-03-13T07:24:19.094-07:00On the VergeFetching life, one dog at a timealice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.comBlogger176125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-6108607071560914542013-04-05T04:26:00.001-07:002013-04-05T04:27:54.860-07:00Artemis...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-22360350003873016252013-01-06T18:15:00.000-08:002013-01-06T18:15:17.838-08:00Moving On<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This morning the house was quiet, as if normal. It caught my attention enough that I just sat down and listened to it. I've had so many things to do these last few months--students to teach, clients to see, a house to sell, boxes to pack. My only writing has been in the form of daily lists on sticky notes. It's felt good to let go of the words. But here they are again, emerging out of the morning's pause, a bit awkward, a bit unintentional.<br />
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The house is nearly empty. We arrived here all at once but have left slowly over the years, each of us going one at a time. As I looked out across the morning hill, I heard the echoes of so many stories here--young girls who grew up so well, beloved pets who died here, birthday and graduation celebrations, summer camps and trampoline talks, stories of joy and of grief, of deer and foxes and of birds on the feeders, of proms, pianos, parties, and partings...<br />
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I let the stories unfold in my memory. There are so many I cherish. As I sat, I silently thanked this house for holding so much of our lives within its walls these last fourteen years, and for being both gracious and sturdy during good times and bad. As I gather the last bits and traces of our former lives here, it is a peaceful parting. We are all done here--our work finished. Our memories come along with us while we leave small treasures behind--stones and seashells, a bird house or two, the tire swing. May many happy stories unfold in the next chapter of this house's life. May hope and happiness thrive here.<br />
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As I move on, I am eager to learn some new routines and to make new discoveries. What will work and what won't? What did I get rid of that I need and what don't I need that I kept? I have no idea what's ahead but I'm not too worried. I packed hope and courage in one of the boxes. It's here, somewhere.<br />
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I didn't feel like writing these last couple of months, and so I didn't. I loved letting it go even though I did miss it. Over the summer I made hundreds of mental notes of dog moments and landscape moments to write down...and then I'd let them go. I enjoyed doing that. It was enough to simply notice things. I knew I'd come back here though I wasn't sure when or why or what might spark it (or if I even should) and that was ok. <br />
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The other day when I was playing with Otis his ball rolled under an amazing tree. As I stood under its leaves I was quickly taken by the orangey-golden glow of the trunk and the filtered sun beams coming through its branches. The papery ruffled gown that formed the trunk was so magnificent that I nearly thanked it out loud for its beauty and jubilance. If trees have personalities (I tell myself they do), then this one was as friendly as it was whimsical. We circled the tree many times, admiring its way of being--both playful and profound. We then quietly resumed our game, as if all this had been just another ordinary moment.<br />
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It's Farm Day today--a very exciting occasion at Springdell Farm--and the heat is so oppressive that I thought I was seeing things when I saw Joshua-the-Camel grazing in the field. I wandered over to say hello and he was quite perky and very friendly, in a camel-y sort of way. Joshua was quick to show me his many talents, including a few impressive camel acrobatics which included balancing on just his knees, rolling onto his back and circling his four legs through the air and finally, folding his front legs into a lotus position while stretching his very long, flexible neck to eat the grass behind him. It was really quite spellbinding! I felt as if I was watching a great camel yogi (or something equally magnificent) performing his morning rituals. Joshua knew I was impressed and as he batted those big eyelashes at me, I could tell by the sparkle in his eye that he was thoroughly enjoying the attention--and is perhaps a bit used to it! I asked him for a few pictures and he immediately began to offer me wonderful poses. He seems particularly happy with his mouth and with each picture, he made sure that it would figure prominently. His beauty--so fierce, wouldn't you say?<br />
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Check out all the activities at Farm Day today! Say hello to Joshua and meet Patty Pig, a true celebrity. <a href="http://www.springdellfarms.com/" target="_blank">http://www.springdellfarms.com/</a><br />
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-61231970497050266222012-06-26T10:28:00.001-07:002012-06-26T10:29:37.681-07:00Doodle Doo<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A loyal friend, you never let us down, but you are leaving much too soon. It's been a long road and your journey has been nothing short of stunning. As you round this next bend, we stop in our tracks and think intently of you. In your last entry you wrote </div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The care and devotion to this magical garden is unmistakable. Each neat and tidy row is marked with a detailed note about what was planted and when. Soaker hoses are securely in place, providing gentle moisture to each little plant in each row. Thoughtful attention is given to each section of the garden so that the true essence of each different vegetable visibly thrives. I couldn't help but notice how much the vegetables seemed to be enjoying themselves, hosting what looked like festival celebrations of their occupancy in the garden. The peas were being very pea-like as they danced along their stringy fences, leafy romaine stood proudly at attention while beets flexed their bold red veins at the muted and waxy cabbage heads. Beyond these glorious beds you'll find the just-as-glorious compost section--a hotbed of science and earth and my father collaborating to create organic nutrients to feed the garden. The simplicity of compost-making, as laid out in Common Good's piles, seems almost too simple to comprehend. Green and brown plant matter--along with water and air--equals magic. My father has learned how to work with these elements, and the compost production is uncommonly magnificent. (Please, if you are ever in need of a spiritual transformation, ask my father to tell you about compost.)</span><br />
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It always happens around now. The academic year ends and I say goodbye to some of my clients who will move on from here. No matter how right or how well the ending goes, it's still a hard transition, saying goodbye. I mentally replay sessions and missed sessions, introductions and endings. Goodbye happens over a period of time, beginning long before the final session and sometimes lingering long after. I am finding this to be particularly true this year.<br />
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I live within many lifetimes in my work. There is always the polite beginning of a new relationship--sometimes urgent, sometimes tentative--but I marvel at the client's courage to come inside to take this awkward and often difficult step. I am both curious and cautious as I take my seat and meet someone for the first time. I often imagine that if there were a way to hear both the inner dialogues as we face each other that first time, they would sound very much alike. <i>How does she seem? what is she thinking? does she think I'm weird? how much do I say right now? is this safe? where is this conversation going? have I said too much? will we meet again?</i><br />
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As clients settle in and begin to reveal more of themselves, a resonance occurs within me that is familiar and binding. It's not that our stories are the same. They are not. But the feeling of joy, or the feeling of loss, or the feeling of fear--these things we share and know. As clients seek to find their most honest and authentic truths, I work to do the same--to participate and respond in the most honest and truthful form of my own self. It's a mutual risk and reward to be exactly who you are in front of someone else. We dare to show ourselves and find courage in acceptance. It's sometimes hard to get there, yet what emerges is a tightly woven trust--a mutual recognition, a shared hope. <br />
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As time goes on, we criss-cross our way through what happened in the past, what might happen someday, and what is happening right now. Sometimes my heart could break in these stories--sometimes it does. Yet remarkably, what transcends these stories is not the heartbreak, but rather each client's very own striking resilience and tenacity. I am touched by the stories people share, but I am even more profoundly moved by the ways people manage to cope and persevere. I have the greatest admiration for those I have known in this way.<br />
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I remind myself all through the year that I am with my clients for only a sliver of time, a cross section of their lives--and mine. I am only one small part of many, many parts. I try to see our relationship in that context. Timely and important, impermanent and complete. Nonetheless, a whole relationship occurs in that short space of time and goodbye signifies an inevitable turning point. While I must let go of our week to week sessions, I hang on to what was significant. So many remarkable changes took place this year by people who are <i>so</i>, <i>so</i> quietly magnificent and unforgettable. I am changed for the better by who they were and who they have become. Such resonance will echo within me for a very long time. <br />
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-2817457731348659172012-05-15T15:32:00.001-07:002012-05-16T04:17:51.496-07:00Knee Jerk<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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As my friend just pointed out to me, it's been two months since my last entry. I chuckled when I remembered that my last post was titled Looking Up. Well, while I was so busy looking up last month, I completely forgot about looking down and when Mercy suddenly lunged for An Extremely Important and Invisible Thing, I (being still attached to the leash while gazing at the stars for a long enough period of time to forget that we were actually out for the nighttime piddle) was jerked back towards earth, crashing down to the ground, and twisting my right knee enough to do some damage. Alas, a trip to the ER yielded a pair of crutches along with a referral to the orthopedic surgeon for a possible torn whatchamacallit--a situation which I felt could wait until the semester ended, just two weeks later. In spite of my knee discomfort, 'two weeks later' became 'three weeks plus one trip to Manhattan later' because, well, the title of this post says it all.<br />
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I became quite proficient with crutches, or perhaps more accurately, getting people to do things for me. My boss brought me my coffee. She and numerous other colleagues (I managed a whole fleet) carried my lunch plate AND cleaned it up in the dining hall. Students ran ahead to open doors. I had rides to and from work, door to door. I got to sit wherever I <strike>wanted</strike> needed and lounge my leg in any direction that I wanted to claim as My Space. Pat (a manly man with a beard and tattoo) carried my purse and my knitting when I needed to run errands. Meredith vacuumed the floors. I gave directives. <strike>It was wonderful.</strike> It was quite a feat.<br />
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I am now in line for the MRI followed by the repair work. With the semester now over I can take it a bit more easy. I hope to resume my writing on a more regular basis--I have some things rattling 'round my head. And perhaps in between the cups of coffee I will now be pouring for myself, I need to work on teaching Mercy about The Art of Not Lunging (otherwise known as How to Avoid a Knee Jerk's Reaction).<br />
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Things are looking up. We have some clarity and the days are starting to resemble days again. For the last couple of months I've been at a loss for words--no, I've been lost in the words. I've opened and closed my writing each day, having put nothing down. I could have written about dogs or this merciful winter or my walks in the woods, as if nothing at all was out of the ordinary here, but that's not so. That's just not so. Instead I've stuttered around the keyboard and screen, starting-stopping, yet producing nothing more than a pile of silence.<br />
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I work in the mental health field as a therapist, seeing and hearing the effects of depression and anxiety daily. I've been able to navigate the vocabulary--speaking and listening--in my attempt to help others. I'm not afraid to go there, usually. And yet even when the therapeutic relationship is strong, the true distance between chair and chair remains beyond words. I love what I do, and while my care and help is genuine, I cannot know exactly what you feel. I can often reconcile that in my work. <br />
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But here at home, not so. I notice that it's easier to talk about mental illness when it's over there and somewhere else. It's easier to know what to do and what to say if you are talking about it in a general way. At home and in the world, it's easier to grasp and understand <i>when it isn't actually happening</i>. It's easier to know what you're doing when things go just as you planned. When it hits home, the words suddenly scatter and fall out of order and without meaning. Unlike anything I've known, a wave began to rise here in the fall, rising so fast and so <i>every which-way </i>that when it finally crashed around us, I found myself fumbling with words and the spaces between them, not knowing what to say. Or sometimes the words would come--but with no way or no place to say them.<br />
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My daughter became the victim of unspeakable bullying last semester. As the fall months unfolded anxiety took hold of her, followed by severe depression which resulted in nearly two months of hospitalization. Through the course of all this, we found ourselves oddly wrestling our words, as if the words themselves were too heavy or too awkward or too stiff to say or use around others. It's not that we were hiding--it's that we were out in the wide open without a way to speak it. Suddenly, the answers were elusive. The questions were worse. As she struggled, our attempts to help seemed foreign and clumsy. Sometimes all we could do was just sit as close as humanly possible and say nothing. While doctors and staff prescribed pills and plans and did their routine check-ins, the most tangible help we experienced came in the form of silence. Of Hershey bars and jigsaw puzzles. Of acceptance. Silently putting the pieces together--putting <i>something</i> in order--seemed to give her comfort and safety.<br />
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Depression and anxiety come as invisible aggressors. No two days are alike. What worked yesterday doesn't work today. Progress is measured in different ways by different stakeholders. We all agree and then we all don't agree. The loss of control she senses is real and terrifying. How can you describe <i>that</i>? And how does <i>she</i>? The medical doctors order pills and then 'pathologize' their side-effects. They don't often listen. They sit across the room on the other side of that gap, and then they leave. As practitioners, we often fail to grasp the distance between knowing solutions and experiencing solutions. I watched my daughter attempt to cooperate with her treatment, but <i>no one</i> could really begin to loosen the invisible handcuffs of her darkness--except for her. <br />
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I still don't know what to say about it all. But here's something: she's getting better. She's home with me and home in herself again. I don't know why or how--it's too elusive--but I know that we are coming out of the woods and back into sunlight. I can take my eyes off of her and look around. I know this because she is able to look through her camera lens again. I love what she sees and where her eyes are taking her. I can see...and she's looking up. <br />
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I met Blu at Joe Coffee and Cafe in Provincetown (the best, best, <i>best</i> place ever). The door swung open and just ahead of the winter air blast came Blu, accompanied by Kaolin, his very beautiful and friendly mother. Just one long gaze into his eyes and I became utterly smitten with him. Yes, his eyes are half blue and half brown. The effect gives him a look of anticipation or hopefulness. He's sturdy and quiet and friendly.<br />
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Kaolin was equally captivating. Friendly and vivacious, she visited with the other customers, smiling and laughing with little effort. As I was quietly making eyes at Blu, she turned her attention towards me and spoke to me as if we always visit each other at Joe's. Blu stayed by her side and listened to our talk while keeping one eye on Joe's infamous jar of dog treats on the end of the counter. He seemed very at home and wonderfully at ease.<br />
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They are quite a pair, these two, and they have quite a remarkable story together. He is a Hurricane Katrina survivor from Mississippi. He was plucked from the flood and rescued by Chris McLaughlin, the founder of Animal Rescue Front, a non-profit organization devoted to rescuing animals caught in natural or man-made disasters. With the help of ARF, Blu was ushered up the east coast through a railroad of volunteers, until he made his way to Massachusetts. He arrived with parasites and heart worm. He was very afraid of people. His chances of survival were only between 20%-30%. <br />
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Kaolin has no way of knowing about his Mississippi family and no way to let them know his fate. I bet they would be very happy to know he had landed in such a loving and healing place--as Provincetown is. And if they could meet Kaolin? She'd have them at <i>hello</i>.<br />
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This is where the day ended yesterday. I waited for the early morning sun and found it peeking between the rooftops on Conant Street, sanguine and serene. I'd been waiting such a long time--maybe months--but there it was again. I followed it along the soft wavy brick walks of Commercial Street, past Joe's to the ripply low tide harbor, and finally to its grassy cradle beneath the icy winds of Race Point. This is how day ends here. </div>
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Yet, that wasn't really <i>it </i>this weekend<i>.</i> Look up. Or try not looking up. In spite of your joy boots on the ground, your eyes will drift upward. Town Hall, The Meeting House, and Pilgrim Monument all seem to point you there.<i> </i>The Provincetown sky arcs over head like a transparent shield, expanding forever and ever, but tucked around our edges like a blanket...and here we are, under cover, safe and sound.<i> </i></div>
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-40590996155406464612011-12-11T15:10:00.000-08:002011-12-11T21:03:47.000-08:00Maine Prelude<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I am just back from another Prelude weekend in Kennebunkport, Maine. Christmas on the Maine coast is beautiful. Boats with red gingham wreaths, a lobster trap tree lighting, sea shell ornaments, church craft fairs, white twinkly lights, carolers singing and drumming, children with lobster hats and mittens, jingle bells on doorknobs, people shopping...It reminds me of the days when we anticipated magic. </div>
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I enjoyed time with my friends. We all came from different places and for different reasons. I loved how that really didn't matter. We thrived around the dinner table, laughing very loudly and sometimes whispering serious things. Every time we crossed the Dock Square Bridge, we reminded ourselves of our past bridge stories--telling those stories again and again because telling them has become more important than the past. I love this ritual.</div>
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Prelude. We still anticipate magic but we don't look for it in town at Dock Square. Instead, we find it in the harbor, looking out at a deep gray sea and a white foamy beach. The sky and horizon stretch right around us and take us in. We are so lucky to know this. We hear the stories of the gulls and rocks and waves again and again, because listening to them has become more important than anything we could say. </div>
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I thank my friends for sharing Prelude as they do. Magic, indeed.</div>
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Well, I confess I fell in love this weekend. Ok--it was fast. And ok--I already have a dog. But this one--<i>this</i> <i>one</i>....<i>sigh.</i> Her name, Angelica. At 10 years old, she was the most senior member of a Leonberger reunion taking place at Prelude in Kennebunkport, Maine. There must have been seven or eight other dogs with her, including a youngster who was only a few months old and too antsy to pose for a picture. The Leonberger, I learned, is a cross between a St. Bernard, a Newfoundland, and a Great Pyrenees. Ka-boom! That's quite a lot of dog!<br />
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-51874181807721170982011-11-20T12:26:00.001-08:002011-11-20T20:31:37.780-08:00The Weight of a Stone<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I walked along the trail today with Mercy. The sky was sweet and pale, and hawks were overhead. Cat tails were bent and broken, their bulky tails bloated and puffy, finished for the season. The mild temperature contradicted the aftermath of broken trees and sticks and spilled leaves, leftovers of a harsh and heavy fall. Mercy was in her own world, sniffing every single little thing, happy, eager, silly. Oblivious and reliable. </div>
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As we wandered down the road, my eyes fixed on their usual spot on the verge. I'm taken by the helter-skelter nature of things I find there. Weeds, wild flowers, rocks, clumps of mud and dirt, a wrapper, a bicycle reflector, a piece of an old yard sale sign, puddles, leaves, a worn glove, logs, and stones--all atop an undeterred road. The occupation of chaos. I was drawn to the many stones along the way and just one I dropped in my pocket, a token of this day. I felt the solid weight of reassurance as I mulled it over in my fingers. For me, it offered proof of simple joys and discoveries.</div>
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Tomorrow begins a new week, undeterred by uncertainty or anticipation. Winter is close by and will soon cover us in a blanket of snow, burying the fall, covering our wounds, and wrapping us in the certainty of its weight. I look forward to the coming days and this change of seasons. With your stone in my pocket, I am reminded it's worth its wait.</div>
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So, here's how we spent our extra hour today. <br />
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While I was out in Amherst with Meredith, Mercy threw up and projectile-pooped from one end of the house to the other. I blame it on the tree in the back yard that came down in the effing storm last weekend (yes, effing). The tree was a beautiful Callery Pear tree--perfectly shaped and gloriously covered with little white flowers in the spring, and apparently highly toxic to dogs when its branches are strewn about the ground and within tasting range of curious canines.<br />
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After I scoured the house, myself, and then gave Mercy a bath, my parents blazed their way from Connecticut and tackled the tree, the little toxic pears, and the bizillions of branches on the ground. And listen to me on this--you really, <i>really</i> can't appreciate the true size of a tree until it's all in pieces on the ground.<br />
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In addition to tackling the tree, Mom stepped in a big glob of dog poop, Dad's chainsaw gave out, lunch was prepared and served, and we stacked a half-cord of seasoned wood from last year's pile. Mercy seems all better. According to my calculations, Mom and Dad should be arriving back home in Connecticut right about now. <br />
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The house is hollow without Biscuit. I couldn't be there either. Artie bolted out the door when I arrived and hopped into the car. We went for our usual walk and thought about him without saying so. We saw hawks along the way, beautiful hawks. This road was one of his favorites. <br />
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The hard part is going back. Biscuit would shuffle behind me as I prepared the kibble, barking <i>Hurry up, Hurry up</i> as I would fill his bowl. Sparkling eyes looking to mine. Biscuit-bliss. He guzzled his dinner so loudly we would have to giggle. When he finished, he would wait patiently while she finished hers and then as if we weren't noticing, he would sashay over to her bowl and lap up the tidbits she faithfully left for him. But tonight was different. While I was making her dinner, Artie shot from room to room to room, crying, looking, looking...<br />
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As I put her bowl down, it clunked into the awkward silence of Biscuit's absence. I used to think that an absence such as this created an echo--that each movement through a fixed routine would recall some small vibration of what was missing. There would be something familiar in that. Something reassuring. A sense of <i>I still hear you</i>. But tonight, each step through our routine called forth <i>nothing-ness, </i>an awkward void of absence.<br />
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I had to leave quickly. I couldn't help her. She'll figure it out. I bolted from the house to my car. I looked up and saw clouds, and the hawks. Concord grapes still scent the air. The road home was soft, beautiful. I passed the orchard on the hill where the three of us used to run. I looked at it awhile, and kept looking more. It was one of his favorites...<br />
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<br />alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3994582605590018982.post-76820857573660291502011-10-20T11:37:00.000-07:002011-10-22T03:35:16.315-07:00Henry Revisited<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Henry is <em>still</em> in the driveway. I can hardly believe it. As we were taking our Sunday morning walk after the September wedding, there he was, as unassuming as ever. I noticed he was having a yard sale this time and so we stopped to once again say hello. He didn't have much to say, but that's so Henry. He works very hard, you know.<br />
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I first met Henry in May 2010 when he was perched in this very same driveway doing his very same driveway thing. At the time, I was immediately captivated by his Zelig-like relationship to the driveway. It appeared that the driveway was an extension of his being, that it grew right out of his legs and body. Henry's apparent Oneness with his Driveway gave me goose bumps, a few chuckles, and a blog post. I was instantly smitten with him and I've wondered about him many times since that day in May.<br />
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I was delighted to have the chance to see him again in action, this time overseeing a fabulous end-of-season yard sale. His partner says that even though Henry refuses to retire from his Oneness work, his back legs are giving out, and at fifteen years old, age is truly taking its toll. <br />
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As we were leaving, he assumed his usual spot in the center of the driveway. I looked back one more time. He was perfect in every way. I hope I see him again but then again, knowing Henry and his Oneness powers, I'm not so sure I'll know it if I do.<br />
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<i>I will never forget you.</i></div>alice lenharthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09421374207478513842noreply@blogger.com1